honestly,i'm SO tired already.i got myself back to how it was before,lost and confused.
i feel like i should just drop everything on the cold hard floor and leave.i think all my actions are obvious enough.i'm just really dissapointed that its still left unseen.

yet,i have no idea why i still bother to stick around.

would be nice if somehow someone could just lift me up and bring me away from all this confusion and feeling of uncertainty.i don't wanna burden myself with thoughts like this any longer.
it's not even close to healthy for me.